Come up to meet you
Tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start
Running in circles; coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science; science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
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And I swerve out of control
If I, if I'd only waited
I'd not be stuck here in this hole
Come here, oh my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
And I swear I waited and waited
I've got to get out of this hole
But time is on your side
It's on your side now
Not pushing you down and all around
It's no cause for concern
Come on, oh my star is fading
And I see no chance of release
And I know I'm dead on the surface
But I am screaming underneath
And time is on your side
Is on your side; It's on your side now
Not pushing you down, and all around
No it's no cause for concern
Stuck on the end of this ball and chain
And I'm on my way back down again
Stood on a bridge, tied to the noose
Sick to the stomach
You can say what you mean
But it won't change a thing
I'm sick of the secrets
Stood on the edge, tied to the noose
You came along and you cut me loose
You came along and you cut me loose
You came along and you cut me loose
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제주도에 갈 때 음악을 빵빵하게 준비해 갔지만 정작 들은 건 coldplay 였다.
고등학교 다닐 때 coldplay를 많이 좋아했는데 별 까닭없이 coldplay를 잘 듣지 않게 되버렸다. 근데 어느 날 갑자기
Trouble을 마구 듣더니 급기야 제주도에서 그리 준비했던 음악들을 뒤로하고 미친듯이 들었다(특히 the scientist).
두 곡 다 coldplay의 2집인 A Rush Of Blood To The Head의 수록곡인데 The Scientist는 가사와 곡이 좋아서 좋고,
Amsterdam은 내가 기억하는 암스테르담과 닮았고 곡이 고즈넉하기 때문에 좋다.
(이 곡도 실제 갔을 때 여행 준비물으로 준비해 가서 들었다)
이 두 곡만 듣기엔 아쉬워서 너무 좋아하는 see you soon도 올린다.
이 노래를 듣고 있으면 진짜 학수고대하던 누군가를 혹은 무언가를 기다리고 있는 듯한 착각이 든다.
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머리가 터질 것 같다.
종종 이 상황에서 한살만 더 적었으면... 하고 바라지만 아마 진짜 그랬다면 또 어디론가 떠났을 나라는걸 알기에
부질없는 바람이라는 걸 잘 알고 있다. 더 어렸으면 좋겠지만 딱 한 살만 더 어렸으면 좋겠다 ㅠㅠ
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the scientist의 가사 처럼 처음으로-혹은 예전으로 돌아가고 싶다고 생각한다.
돌아가봤자 나는 나라는 아주 중요한 사실을 이미 경험을 통한 학습을 통해 안다.
돌아간다고 해도 나이기 때문에 나스러운 행동을 하고 선택을 할 것이다.
그래도 과거로 달려가고 싶은 충동은 어쩔 수 없다.
Don't break your back if you ever see this.
Don't answer that.
In a bullet proof vest with the windows all closed
I'll be doing my best
I'll see you soon.
In a telescope lens when all you want is friends
I'll see you soon.
See, they came for you they came snapping at your heels, they came snapping at your heels.
Don't break your back if you ever see this.
Don't answer that.
In a bullet proof vest with the windows all closed
I'll be doing my best
I'll see you soon.
In a telescope lens when all you want is friends
I'll see you soon.
You lost your trust
You lost your trust
No don't lose your trust
No don't lose your trust
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